My 20th Birthday is happening on October 2nd. Today.
I will no longer be able to call this “Notes of a Teenage Girl” because I will not be a teenager anymore. Just like I am growing up, my blog is growing up with me. Tumblr has turned from a place where I posted my thoughts here and there to an online scrapbook of my life. It contains my experiences, what has hurt me, what has made me laugh, it shows how I have changed and grown over the past four, almost five years.
I am very excited to share this up and coming year because it is my year of Adulthood. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know I won’t FULLY be an adult but I am doing some very “adult” things. For example, I am getting married and starting a life with someone, we may possibly be renting a place to live, I am going back to school to finish my degree, plus some other doors that have not been revealed yet :)
20 is a scary age but it is an exciting age for me. It represents a world of unknowns that I get to conquer! 20 holds opportunities that I have yet to see! Already God is teaching me how to be vulnerable. I hate showing emotions in public but sometimes that is the only way to express how you feel. I always try to fight back the emotions but I have to be open and transparent because that is what God is doing in that moment. The true emotion of a heart is a powerful thing and all people want is someone who will be real and genuine with them. Feeling such strong emotions, God-sized emotions, make it impossible to hide and forces me to be that.
So, stay tuned as I continue to capture and share this year of my life. This is going to be a year to remember.